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This is just a short rant. I absolutly hate it when people, my friends to be persice, act boyfriend and girlfriendy around me. sooooooo jealous its not even funny.

Worst week ever

This week has been terrible! First, on my birthday, I expected a lot of posters and balloons and stuff on my locker. I was so upset that after all I have done for my friends on their birthdays, on mine, I get posters from Jess and Mrs. Carpenter. Oh and we cant forget Sara! That’s all. At the end of the day they put some up and said it was “just to freak me out” when it did a whole lot more than that. I felt like crying and it takes a lot for me to cry. Then, on Saturday, I spent the whole day with my family. I just don’t feel like they like me as much as my other cousins because I don’t exactly fit in with my family. They all love baseball and softball. Everybody plays it except for me though. I went the swim team route. I’m also not exactly the type of person they wanted in their family image wise. They are all really thin and I’m not. I just have never really felt welcome into the Regan family. Anyway, on Sunday, I had my birthday party and, not to sound like a brat or anything, but I kind of thought that the party was going to be about me. Yeah I got presents, but the entire time everyone was focused on Sam and Michelle. The truth is, girls and guys are just as shallow when it comes to their friends as they are with their dates. Even though everyone says I have a great personality, next to Sam and Michelle, I might as well be dirt. The whole day went like that, me being totally ignored and them, loving every minute of their attention. It just was really terrible. They do this to me all the time so I don’t even know if it’s worth it to be friends with them anymore. I don’t find them funny, I find them rude and slightly stupid. Well, that’s how my weekend was, absolutely perfect.
-peace and popularity to you all

More on: Aubrey T.

More on: Aubrey. Today, we had to get into assigned groups for this stupid little game thing. Well it was me, her and a couple of those snobby, poser boys. Aubrey “whispers” across the circle “save me, help me” and then she shifts her eyes towards me. She does this repeatedly and inches away from me. Apparently she thinks im blind AND deaf. I have never been mean to her, I don’t smell bad and I brushed my teeth. What’s there to not like? Oh that’s rights! Im not popular! Duh, silly me! Anyway, what made me feel so crappy is when the guy from upbeat who was our leader, kept checking Aubrey out! Yeah she’s pretty, but has some control man. That made me feel like I wasn’t a decent human, you know? But I am and one day I’ll have a great boyfriend who likes me for me and when im older, Aubrey will be working for girls like me!
Peace and popularity to you all.

More info on: sam h

More on: Sam H. I am so mad at Sam! She kissed her best friends ex boyfriend on the lips. Her best friend’s FIRST boyfriend! Her friend Bobbi also likes this guy. How terrible is that? A little background info: Sam dated woody for a year but when they broke up; two weeks later she dated some other guy. She said she loved him after one date! And now this! What the hell is her problem, how good she does this to a friend? Sometimes, and now most of the time, I just hate her!
Peace and popularity to you all.

sam h

Next up is one of my friends: Sam H. she is really nice and has lived up the street from me for as long as I can remember. Lately though, she has really gotten on my nerves! She is better friends with everybody else other than me. She is disloyal to the swim team we were both on, meaning she hasn’t come to a practice in weeks and has never been to a meet. This one girl M is also her friend but Sam just cares about what she thinks and once M died her hair, now Sam is going to die hers. It just seems ridiculous and annoying. Its like, I’ve grown up and she hasn’t. She acts like a two year old. Oh did I mention that every time M is mad, Sam is there to help and to cry and apologized but when im sad, its “my fault” or “I couldn’t help it” no apologizes, no nothing! Were is my sympathy? Some friend, some friend. I wish I could write more but I cant even find the words for her. She annoys me so much you have no idea.
Peace and popularity to you all

samantha

Next victim for revenge: Samantha C. Today in our gym class we girls went to the upstairs gym to do line dancing. Pretty much everybody in that class is a dancer, a gymnasts or a cheerleader except for me and my eight friends or so in that class. We of course all worked together, being shunned by this popular community. We work on this routine which wasn’t really great, note the “not gymnast or cheerleader”, and when we say how people still cheered and laugh with the other groups when they messed up, we thought, “Oh, ok. They don’t care if we’re bad”. Well we got up there and the teacher said ‘do you want to use the other mat?” after saying no, Sam C. said “They should use the mat they’re on it’s bigger and they need it” she turned and giggled to her cliquey friends. When we messed up her and her little jerk, twiggy friends laughed at us. At us, not with us. Just because they are skinny cheerleaders, doesn’t give them the right to laugh and be mean to us. Try to ignore girls like that because it is their personality to be jerks and they will always find something meaner to say. Peace and popularity to you all.

aubrey

The first person to bother me enough to be in my blog is: Aubrey T.! She is one of those “popular’ girls who thinks that just because they are pretty and rich and can get anything and everyone they want, they are the best. Personally, for some reason, I always seeked her approval. What is it that makes us less popular strive to be like them? Any way, today in my choir class, my friend pushed me and I stumbled into one of Aubrey’s oh so wonderful friends. I apologized and was all nice, seeking the popular girl’s approval as always. She walks away and then I hear Aubrey say to her ‘you better go take a shower”. What the heck was that all about? I dress cool and no, I don’t smell bad. They have problems and though in the future I may beg for their attention, I will never ever ever truly like Aubrey again or for that matter any one of her stupid cliquey friends. Unpopular girls, we are fine they way we are. What makes them so popular if we all hate them? We have more people liking us than them so why are we not popular? That’s my thought for the day. Peace and popularity to you all.